by
sez1077
@ 2007-07-03 - 17:51:10
Hmm.. Not really alot going on.. Daves back from holiday tonight which sucks cause I can't pretend he doesn't exist anymore, he'll be on msn all the time and I'll have to see him in work still, any suggestions on what to do? I don't want those feelings to come back.
I don't think I've ever wrote about this girl I know called Sarah before.. So I'll start now..
If you've ever seen 'mean girls' its her all over. All my friends and I have hated her for years but you just cannot get rid of her! People don't understand until they know her properly, she always weasles her way back in the group, one person at a time.
She finds out your secrets and holds them against you. She uses people. She makes little comments all the time to make you feel small anything she can think of for example to me she still randomly brings up the fact that when I was going out with mark about 4 years ago he only went out with me to start with because he wanted to make sarah jelous! I mean it was four years ago! It doesn't bother me anymore because I'm waaaaay over him but she does it because she thinks it does hurt. To erica she randomly brings up that I used to hate erica like she'll say something like 'remember when sarah used to hate you?' and that was even longer ago! Another example is when she came into our law lesson last tuesday she sat down and first thing she says to me is 'I think it's funny how EVERYONE forgot your birthday even though you kept going on about it for weeks' what is the need for her to say that??? It wasn't even true!
Yeah well the point of bringing her up was that she's finally pushed me over the edge and shes out. For good this time, now she's someone elses problem. She is a compulsive liar and can normally make all the bitchy things she does seem innocent like she causes upset because of something she lied about but she turns it round to make it look like she wasnt lieing and that it was all just taken in the wrong way. I can't explain it, no-one ever understands until they know her, and when they do they normally comment on the way she is to us even before we've warned them.
This time though she has no excuse. I don't know if I wrote about it but me and lee are getting close again, I think I made a mistake when I said I couldn't be with him, but anyway, she was at this girl emilys house on saturday night (that she left my birthday meal early without even eating to go to) emily is her boyfriend's (mike's) friend and mike is also lee's friend, so lee was there with aload of lee's mates. Sarah made up all this really random stuff about me to I guess make lee and lees friends hate me..
She said that I was talking about getting back with Dave,
that I showed all my friends a text off lee and said 'see look he does still want me' like I'm just playing him which he already is scared of,
and she also said that I was seeing my friend Adam before I got with Dave and never really finished it with Adam. I hadn't been with Adam for like a year now! It was ages before Dave and I hardly see Adam now because he's gone to college.
So I got random texts off lee asking what happend with Adam and if I'd been talking about getting back with Dave. He's said he believes me that shes lieing but his friends won't because they don't know her enough to hate her yet, they are still at the stage where shes nice and they believe her. So his friends have like warned him off me! I don't know what to do!
Most my mates have fallen out with Sarah too because they have all basicly been looking for an excuse for ages and sarah and hayley had a fight the other week too. I keep wishing she'd come and try to talk to me like she normally does when anyone falls out with her so I can punch her in the face, hate her so much.
Why is she so spiteful! Why make up lies purely to mess things up for someone?